The true initiation of the dark feminine is to become wildly unbothered.

You are no longer a show for people to consume, you are a force of power that is felt.

You stop being available for distortion or validation.

There comes a moment in the tantric path where you simply stop leaking.

You stop answering just because they ask.

You stop explaining just because they misunderstand.

You stop giving away your nectar before it’s ripe.

Ripe fruit doesn’t ask for permission. It simply drops.

Sweet. Undeniable. Irresistible.

You no longer exist to be digested by a world that doesn’t know how to hold you.

I remember the exact breath where I stopped explaining.

It wasn’t rage. It was devotion to the goddess.

This is where the mystery returns.

The power returns.

YOU return.

This is the initiation of the dark feminine — the fierce goddess who doesn’t make herself small enough to be understood.

She burns through what seeks to label her too soon.

In the Shiva Sutras, it is said:

1.2 Jñānam bandhah” — Knowledge is bondage.

When the world insists on labeling, analyzing, or pinning you down… it is not liberation. 

It is a cage.

To become unreadable is to exit the paradigm where anything touches you but goddess frequency, the pulsation of shakti.

You are Śakti — the dynamic, pulsating force of Consciousness itself.

Spanda Kārikā 2.3 whispers:

Yatra yatra mano yāti, tatra tatra samādhayah

Wherever the mind goes, there is Samadhi.

But your mind is no longer reaching outward.

You have turned your gaze inward.

You have become the goddess

Not the seeker — the sage.

This is containment of the powerful self, not ego.

This is the initiation of energetic integrity.

You become impenetrable, not because you’ve closed, but because you’ve deepened.

Your silence becomes louder than words.

Your presence becomes a mirror they can’t look away from.

Your essence… no longer extractable.

The dark femme doesn’t need you to be known by anyone other than you, her, the goddess. She wants you to be free of illusions. She wants you in deep devotion to the shakti pulsing within your veins.

Unhook your power from the need to be understood.

You are only here to be divine, cherished, worshipped.

That is all the goddess wants to give you, even if it hurts sometimes.

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